Tuesday, January 26, 2016

I'm back...Again?

I am kind of kicking myself, this is what feels like the 10th time I am "starting over". Maybe because I have started over 10 times, or I just put things off for so long it feels like it has been ages. Either way, I am starting now...again. I wish I would have saved my old blog post's and my old Instagram posts (Follow me ;) ) 20tothefullest16 Something I could have looked back on and see how I started before and either do them differently or the same. 

Before, my titles have always revolved around weight-loss and health. It has come to my attention after months of thinking that I am about 85% sure that is the reason I have failed in the past. Let me explain...Weight-loss is simple on the outside, watch what you eat and exercise. The pounds will "fly off" as they say. It is A LOT easier said than done. It is a huge mental battle as well. I am realizing I have struggled more mentally than anything else. 

I don't care what people say, binge eating is a HUGE disorder. I am not a doctor in any way shape or form, but it is something I have been dealing with for years. Since I was probably 10 years old. I will be touching with it more in the future but I am just realizing it is something I struggle with. 

For anyone that has made it this far, let me introduce myself! My name is Samantha (Sam...just call me Sam) I am 20 years old and attempting to blog and document my journey. This is going to be life changing, therefore something I am going to want to have and look back on. I am a full time student, taking online classes for Business and a nanny to a wonderful family! In my spare time I like to search the web, hang out with friends and family and some would say Netflix is my second job haha. 

I have been on my journey this time around since December 2, 2015. 1 day after my 20th birthday! I always say it but I am so convinced this is my year, the year that will change everything. The year that will change me. 

I am truly excited to continue my journey, learn more and see results. The next thing on my list of "to-do" is find a new gym! Wish me luck! 

Xx,
Sam

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